This is a real, unfiltered personal journal I wrote when I was 17–18—during one of the most chaotic, emotional, and honestly messy relationships of my life.
Yes, that relationship.
The one with the cheater ex.
This notebook captures everything as it happened in real time:
Late-night thoughts
Love, obsession, and doubt
Arguments, overthinking, and denial
The slow realization that something wasn’t right
Raw teenage emotions with zero filter
Nothing in here was written for an audience. It’s not polished, it’s not edited—it’s completely authentic.
If you’re into:
Real-life relationship stories
Emotional/coming-of-age content
Psychology of young love
Or just want something deeply human and a little chaotic …this is for you.

Details:
Written ages: 17–18

Format: Physical handwritten journal

Condition: Used (obviously—this was lived in, not staged)

One-of-a-kind item — there is only one